It is still there and for whatever reason I cannot look beyond it. I just can’t let myself plan what lays beyond October 23rd . . . AKA Total Debt Freedom Day.
I try, but the best I can do is to let myself dream of the longer term goals and dreams. Yet, anytime I try to come up with actual plans after that day, I just can’t do it.
This is due in part to the fact that I just want this done, I just want to finally be Totally Debt Free (again).
I want to close out one chapter of my life before moving on to the next one. Yet this is also due to the fact that life has bitten my butt off many times before.
Other times, when success was almost within my grasp something comes out of left field and smashes it. This is usually after hopes have been built up.
So, you will forgive me, and I myself, if I will wait until this deal is done and I am once and for all Totally Debt Free, before I will make plans for life after Total Debt Freedom.
As yet I just can’t peer beyond that wall, that wall of debt. I need to see it down and crumbled before I can move on. Call it a failing, but there you have it.
As always: Keep your head up, your attitude positive, and keep moving forward!
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