Thursday, 16 November 2017

Still Adjusting

I am still getting myself into the mindset of having to deal with winter. I know what to do, I can do it and I will, most certainly, manage winter.

The problem is that I am still getting used to the fact that my life, in essence, hasn’t changed despite the monumental milestone that I have achieved (getting debt free).

I still live in my trailer, still park on streets and I still deal with all that entails. 

I still have grand plans for the future and each time that I take the time to look at them, I am left with the frustrating disappointment that my vision is not my reality.

I know that I am at least two years away from taking the next step towards making that vision a reality. One thing at a time, one step at a time, I know that.

My becoming debt free was one step on the path to making that vision, that town that I want to found, a reality. I know this too.

I will plod forward and do what I can, with what I have.

I also know that my frustration is a reality centred on the lack of any fiscal reserves. Alarm bells are going off with the current state of my finances, I know this too.

Things will steadily get better, things will steadily improve, I know this too.

I, as always, just have to keep trudging on forward . . . through the now, in order to get to my future.

As always: Keep your head up, your attitude positive, and keep moving forward!

No comments:

Post a comment