Friday 14 October 2016

Self-Made Frustrations

As I begin this next phase in my journey, the homeward stretch to total debt freedom, I grow agitated with the process and just want it over with. 

I find my thinking shifting to what to do and life beyond this, of finally owning some land and yes, starting that science foundation (if even an incubator form of it). 

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I know that even to begin such planning, is a year away. I still need to be a good boy, keep doing what I am doing and finish what I started: totally eliminating my debts.

Only then, can fun-time really begin, because then I will be socking cash away to actually start my dreams. 

As it is now, even the cash that I am putting into savings, is not mine, not really, it belongs to the bank.

I need to calm down and re-learn a lesson I keep learning again and again: dream for the future but deal with the crash back to reality. 

The weather is getting colder, I still have 12 months and over 3 weeks until Total Debt Freedom Day. As such, I still have much work to do.

Yet, it would be fair that I have accomplished a lot and grown as a person during this journey. I just need to hunker down, and keep on keeping on. 

This is perhaps the hardest thing to do, to keep on when you are so close to your goal, yet it seems so far away. 

I write this to encourage others in a similar situation, to let them know that you are not alone, others feel this, and yes, just keep going.

As always: Keep your head up, your attitude positive and keep moving forward!

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